We almost had it but I messed it up
I wish I didn't, wish we were in love
Made some decisions I'm not proud of
Forgave me anyway
You forgave me anyway
These are the lessons that I ran from
I'm not a child, just acted like one
It was the hardest pill to swallow
That maybe I'm part of the problem
Pushing and pulling you every day
Pushing and pulling you every way
Pushing and pulling you every day
Pushing, I'm pushing you by mistake
By mistake I've been pushing you far away
Thought I knew just was what I needed
Ooh I was wrong, I'm depleted
Shouldn't have pushed you out of reach
I feel so bad about it I'm bleeding
Not literally, figuratively, but you know what I mean
You know what I mean
Time passes by, flowers you got me now are dry
Representing you and I, no more water keeping us alive
No more
No more
No more
Pushing and pulling you every day
Pushing and pulling you every way
Pushing and pulling you every day
Pushing, I'm pushing you by mistake
By mistake I've been pushing you far away
We almost had it
We almost had it, woah
We almost had it
We almost had it, woah
We almost had it
We almost had it, woah
We almost had it
Pushing and pulling you every day
Pushing and pulling you every way
Pushing and pulling you every day
Pushing, I'm pushing you by mistake
By mistake I've been pushing you far away