Checkmate Video (MV)

Sometimes I feel like I'm starting over again
Other times I feel like I'm suffocating

It happens every time
Every time
I forget

I don't want your help
I just want to go far

Sometimes I feel like everything's at my feet
Other times I feel in check by the world
I try to make my move
But I can't screw him

I don't want your help
I just wanna go far

There are no battles to lose
When you have a right
It's tiring to see how long the road is
But try to trust your steps

It's not I don't want your help
It's that I've to do it myself
It's not a question of pride
But to believe in myself

Double ending:
Which one do you choose?
Which one?