Gabriel Helewa - Nothing Left To Say Lyrics

For the past 18 years
My life was constantly changing
I just graduated high school
Now it feels like I have made it
There are times when I'm distracted
Times where I'm overreacting
I'm autistic, but I'm average
Following my music passion
There are moments where I'm feeling lost
And I'm drowning in my thoughts
Does 18 mean anything or not?
The first day of spring, I became an adult
I got nothing left to say
There is nothing in my brain
I cannot find the words this time
If you ask me, I don't know why
If you ask me, I don't know why
If you ask me, I don't know why
I decided to wait on love
And instead, I will be working
That don't mean I'm out of luck
Doesn't mean that I am hurting
I used to have a reputation
Where everyone hated me
Back when I was growing up
I did not have anything
Nostalgia is one hell of a drug
Feeling good, golden as f*ck
I won't pay attention to what's outside
I hope that she is still on my side
I got nothing left to say
There is nothing in my brain
I cannot find the words this time
If you ask me, I don't know why
If you ask me, I don't know why
This next part's going to be a mouthful
But here we go
This was my new beginning
Yeah, you were my little spring fling
What the hell am I to do
Because I know you won't remember me
Such a hopeless romantic
Who used to have all the freedom
But the king has been dethroned
I'm not doing alright
Believe me when I said I lost my mind to you
Because I'm always on the run
What if I'm trapped inside my head?
Was it a dream or was it not?
No, there is nothing left to say
You already showed me the way
The future makes me so afraid
She's not around for what I made
HUH-LAY-WUH is the correct way to say my last name
It's about time I put my worries to the side once again
Thank you all for being with me all this f*cking time
There is nothing left to say
So I guess this is goodbye
For real this time