Gabriel - Saliva Lyrics

Been depressed since before I rapped
Witnessed consequences of my flawed ways in the past
Difference is now that I got ahead i'm stacking cash
Actually it's more like getting heads and packing grass

On the mic i'm a different kind of animal
A rhyming cannibal some even call me Hannibal
Watch i'll beat your skull in with your own damn mandible
My bars reflect my mental health; not understandable

Sick in the head weak in the stomach
Lettuce got me higher than the peak of a summit
Everybody watching no one helps as I plummet
Keep your eyes down don't tell no one you done it

Paralyzed by the fears in my head
Tears in my eyes when I think of the dead
Imma take the bodies out back to the shed
Say a prayer for the blood that's been shed

(And then)
Tell the devil never call me again
What's any of it worth in the end
Believing in god to at least have a friend
Believe in yourself or at least just pretend

That'd be the best, no need to be depressed
Confidence back watch me drown in success
Still quite a mess but with bars i've been blessed
My words hit your dome like a bullet to the chest

I try to keep it abstract business
Of emotion been deprived for a minute
I write the type of shit to make you grimace
Life's a race death the prize when you finish