Gabe Kanae - Phantom Obsession Lyrics

The first boy I wanna mention
Has eyes deep in stormy oceans
With pale skin and a muscular blend
His words lacerated me that summer
When we met for the first time
It haunts like a phantom to this day
Still, for some odd reason
I think about how it'd be to make love to him
He's pretentious and full of greed
Yet somehow, I just want him to be with me
But I get it
It has been years
And you are just an obsession
It isn't my fault
My brain isn't working
And you are just an obsession I dreamed
The next boy I wanna mention
Had black curls that lined and twined
He kissed me for the first time
He taught me love
And it felt like the world was magic
I'll never forget that the world was magic
He vanished and left pain like a souvenir
I see him around walking through town
And if I'm honest, I'm not sure what I wanted
But another hug back
But I get it
It has been years
And you are just an obsession
It isn't my fault
My brain isn't working
And you are just an obsession I dreamed
Trust me I hate it too
I hate thinking of you
Will I recover
Why can't you be a stranger from the past
Like all the boys have been
But I get it
It has been years
And you are just an obsession
It isn't my fault
My brain isn't working
And you are just an obsession I dreamed
But I get it
It has been years
And you are just an obsession
It isn't my fault
My brain isn't working
And you are just an obsession I dreamed