G Ceyepher - Ice Cream Lyrics

I'm eating ice cream while the rain pours
I often get this feeling that I could've done more
Already know the answer, don't know what I asked for
Gave this guy a conversation, now he wants to know more
Well I ain't never been the one to make small talk
I wanna run away alone and fly to Bangkok
I'm never sitting on my phone, forgot the passlock
Watching documentaries, I'm chillin' with the red hots
With the red hots, f*ck a phone and f*ck a passlock
I'll run away and fly to Bangkok, I ain't never liked small talk

Sometimes I wish that I was sober, I wish I lived somewhere warmer
I'm the warrior returning from war with myself
I have my own demons I been tryna compel
But it's overwhelming 'cause I'm the happiest that I've ever been
And lately I've been thinking it's all written in cement
If that's the case, is it all really worth it in the end?
I'm getting high so I forget how sad I am, f*ck
I'm just in my bag, jet lagged, red flagging all my worries; I'm still living with my dad
Dropped out before I graduated, my own professor in my education
How many realms am I living in?
A world exists where we never met. A world exists where we haven't yet
And I don't know where I'm doing better or worse
I'm in the universe where you're a f*cking douchebag; HL purse
You always end up in a verse, still sleeping in your shirt
Never gave me closure, I still have some words
But there's only right now in this beautiful world
It doesn't matter what we were

I'm eating ice cream while the rain pours
I often get this feeling that I could've done more
Already know the answer, don't know what I asked for
Gave this guy a conversation, now he wants to know more

Sometimes I think of being sober
Sometimes I think about the peace when life is over
Product of a supernova on a conscious roller coaster
I ain't scared to die, but I jump when I'm by the toaster
My mother never asks me how I'm doing, she never knew that I was making music
Confusing relationship, diffusing to acquaintances
Our kinship needs some maintenance, step in the matrix for conversation
I'm still high and she's still lighting cigs
As a kid she tried to buy my love with lavish and gifts
Before I even grew up I understood money ain't shit
I don't know what I'm down about or what the problem is
My issues don't exist, already entered the fifth
Got hieroglyphs written on my skin, body's a pyramid
Not interested in getting intimate, stop acting innocent
You showed up to my job seeing me was no coincidence
I'm feeling loved, I'm feeling generous
I'm crying 'cause I'm happy, but I ain't got no one to share it with

I'm eating ice cream while the rain pours
I often get this feeling that I could've done more
Already know the answer, don't know what I asked for
I don't know what I f*cking asked for