I finally cracked and broke down; finally cracked a bottle, forced it down
Not a sound, not a word. I knew I was doing good
But I needed something worse than delics and backwoods
I been suffocating in the construct
I was given chances but then I went and f*cked them up
I was stuck up in a trance tied up in bullshit and finances
Kind of scared to take off and end up with rough landings
I been demanding my inner peace. I was tryna make it happen instead of letting it find me
The need to be freed had me trapped in 3D
I been plotting, I been scheming, got some tricks up my sleeve
I had my rough patch, started drinking for weeks
I had to tone it down, had to force myself to eat
I had to make a bed where I didn't wanna sleep
Go to work where I'm awake and counting sheep, please
Break it up, pack it down
Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around
A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce
I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud now
Break it up, pack it down
Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around
A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce
I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud now
I been begging for blessings and losing my essence
And every time I check the time it says 11:11
It's feeling planned like elections, I'm getting lost in perception
I'm switching sides with my reflection, let her deal with the pressure
I'm feeling held back like I'm stuck in detention
A little setback, but I found my direction
And now I bounced back with my bars as confessions
And some connections should be coming with a viewer discretion
You better not be coming around me with negativity
Witcha vampire ass, stealing energy
Wearing masks like you're friends with me
Lowering my frequency, I need some positivity
Cause I had my rough patch, started drinking for weeks
I had to tone it down, had to force myself to eat
I had to make a bed where I didn't wanna sleep
Go to work where I'm awake and counting sheep, bitch please
Break it up, pack it down
Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around
A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce
I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud now
Break it up, pack it down
Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around
A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce
I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud right now
Break it up, pack it down
Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around
A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce
I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud now
Break it up, pack it down
Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around
A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce
I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud right now