Nah, this was like a while ago
But he was like, "yeah we really out here fighting demons and shit"
I said, "yeah well you know, some of us are fighting demons and some of us are the demons"
He's like, "yeah.. you gotta watch"
Okay...
Our demons, they keep us company
I think, I think, I think mine are tryna live with me
Make a host in me, provoke the worst in me
Malas, ankhs, and rosaries; they tell me something's saving me
Pave a road and part a sea, pollinate your mind like a conscious bumblebee
Frozen in time; hit control, alt, delete. I'd set us all free if it was all up to me
I tried to find my balance, but the scale's broken
I been trying to survive, but the tribe has spoken
I was given all these signs, had to read between the lines
I can't take you on the ride, but I can leave the door open
Look, we could talk about the life I'll never live with the kid from the man I fell in love with
Or we could talk about the now and how I'm a little f*cked up now
Somehow, I doubt blackouts will make a difference
Unconsciously, consciously dwell in bad decisions
Having these visions of hidden missions my soul was given
The first is forgiving, learn the difference from need, desire, and the shit you been missing
It's tradition to go back to our comfort zone, feel at home, avoid being alone
Our trauma builds an ego, but so does happiness
It's time to let it go
Remember who you are get rid of your fear of the unknown
Remember who you are get rid of the fear of the unknown
I'll get your mind racing, like it's Lightning McQueen
Spring cleaning out all your beliefs, repeating this song until I'm feeling complete
I gotta