ˌSelf-ə-ˈstēm | Self Esteem Video (MV)

I'm trying to
I'm tryn keep my shit together
Keep my shit together
Keep my shit
See, I'm tryn to
I'm tryn keep my shit together
Keep my shit together
Keep my shit
I'm currently in need of some currency
Being broke is sickening
And money's the cure for me
Feeling like I'm on the wrong side of karma
I ain't seeing no commas
It's like the universe is cursing me
Tired of working for them
Tryna work for me
Don't need riches
I need the fam to live comfortably
I need the fam to come comfort me
I need to see who all f*ck with me
Ride with me on this voyage
See how the hate was avoided
Dodging what's coming my way
I had to pretty boy Floyd'em
Demons emerge from the past
It's getting hard to destroy them
My angels flying in fast
I'm thinking I should deploy them
I often think about meeting my maker
I often think about making that call
But the more I think about it
I think I'm not even thinking at all
Nah
I'm trying to
I'm tryn keep my shit together
Keep my shit together
Keep my shit
See, I'm tryn to
I'm tryn keep my shit together
Keep my shit together
Keep my shit
I just want you to know
You are so beautiful
When you are in control
You are so beautiful
(You are)
I just want you to know
You are so beautiful
When you are in control
But right now
You ugly than a bitch my nigga
No shit my nigga
Hanging on by a finger
Need to get a grip my nigga
Your reasoning ain't making sense
You even starting to ditch
The spirit that lives within
Heard you was looking for love?
Ain't no love in this bitch
Issuing out resentment
Avoiding them issues at hand
Damn, damn, damn, damn
Trying not to crash out
Fighting this life
I'm on the last round
I'm trying to
I'm tryn keep my shit together
Keep my shit together
Keep my shit
See, I'm tryn to
(I'm trying to)
Keep my shit together
Keep my shit together
Keep my shit