G4m Ddot - Understand Me Lyrics

My Story Mixtape On The Way hoe
Yah gonna feel me on this one right here
Look

So stressed now I cannot put myself to sleep
Depression and anxiety is something that I ain't wanna greet
Dear happiness and smiles tell me when we gonna meet
Cause the life I'm living now all this shit ain't really sweet

Ain't no one give a f*ck when I down and I was dead broke
I couldn't be like you nigga I don't got no time to go and mope
I'm steady fighting demons and they leave when I go and smoke
I had to change my lane reroute now I got myself just woke
My life ain't regular and I really wish that I was normal
Anything I go through I go ahead write it in my journal
Mind racing all day yea I think you understand the moral
The way I see my life right now man all this shit is paranormal
How would you feel when niggas out here steady doubting you
Yea I got a vision but I also gotta keep the view
I'm steady popping pain pills nigga this ain't nothing new
I'm going through so much shit I always gotta keep a few
Only had myself when I went through all my tough times
Back to back on pills damn man those were the dark times
Right now wit my life I really wanna go and just rewind
I know I ain't the only one so I gotta put it in these rhymes

So stressed now I can not put myself to sleep
Depression and anxiety is something that I ain't wanna greet
Dear happiness and smiles tell me when we gonna meet
Cause the life I'm living now all this shit ain't really sweet

Had to tell myself it ain't no time to go and just be lazy
So much going on man nun of this shit really just amaze me
Destined for greatness I should of known when I just a baby
Gon get what I deserve nigga what the f*ck is a f*cking maybe
Yea I'm stressing less but I'm going thru a lot of phases
I know it's niggas like me so I put my life right in these phrases
Staring at blunt like should I go ahead and then just flame it
If I flame it I ain't finna be stuck in my old stupid phases
I do this fam and I do this shit for all my niggas
Gotta tell the fam be patient all of us finna be just be bigger
Gotta tell my niggas I ain't the only one that's gon have some figures
All I see is flashbacks when I look myself right in that mirror
Through all the tough times I tell myself nigga you chosen
Rolling back to back that's how I go ahead hide my emotion
Pouring up the potion damn man that moment was really golden
Bet niggas wanna come around when I go and put the wrist in motion

So stressed now I can not put myself to sleep
Depression and anxiety is something that I ain't wanna greet
Dear happiness and smiles tell me when we gonna meet
Cause the life I'm living now all this shit ain't really sweet