Gary Numan - This Is My Life Lyrics

I'm not so sure
I still want more of this
My mind's not quite
Behaving, I don't know
I'm not feeling like I'm told I should (???)

This is my life
Welcome to me tonight
I don't feel too

Glad to be here for sure
I'm not feeling anymore at all

This is my head
This is my face
It's all my fault
This is my place
I don't really think I wanna stay