I've been holding myself hostage I don't like it and I exit
You wanna take the next step but I don't really think that you're ready
Now you mad at the truth you only mad cause I said it
You running to Twitter to subtweet I can't say I respect it
You let them gas you up all them hoes is unleaded
You busy trying to rock the boat while I'm holding it steady
Can you focus up? you busy competing with exes
That's like competing with ghosts I'm from a whole 'nother era
They really say that I changed can't see myself in my mirror
Don't care nothing about love they actually breaking my spirit
Locked down for three years guess it's my time to be free
Only seen a few posts they think they know the real me
When I sold my first milly they was hating all week
I really just handled the money I don't really handle no beef
I'm trying to go own the building ain't really claiming no streets
My life ain't really got ceilings she want me designer her feet
Out in the open I send it don't be telling my business
If I said I did it only say what I mention
We both went through it together except you tell the story a little different
Make amends I'm the villain soul ties with no feelings
We can say we together to the world we just chilling
They say I'm toxic a lot I need spiritual healing
Group chats destroying my name steady fixing my image
My mental battles be real almost forgot that I'm winning