FXVNDER - Hikikomori Lyrics

I don't wanna waste no more time
I feel like the end has arrived
I don't wanna live in this lie
I don't wanna live in this lie
I feel so empty inside
I feel like there's no hope in my life
I feel like the end is nearby
I feel too much things in my heart
Living my hikikomori life, you can't do shit
Not living, just existing, my life had already hit the pit
You motherf*ckers knocked me down, I felt that hit
I said i didn't, but I f*cking felt that hit
Everyday will be the same
Locked in my room crying like a bitch
Won't grow balls
I've been feeling like I'm plus
I should just lose my pulse
This has been going on for years
I be drawning in my own fears
Sick of existing
I might as well start packing and leaving
I will be living in hell
And everyone probably will start being happier as well
Living my hikikomori life, you can't do shit
Not living, just existing, my life had already hit the pit
You motherf*ckers knocked me down, i felt that hit
I said I didn't, but I f*cking felt that hit