I betrayed everything I stood for
And I betrayed everything I believed in
And I never would've thought how easy this would be
And I don't plan on doing it ever again
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
And since we good soldiers aren't taught to lead
This betrayal came naturally to me
And even if I've never been quite an enthusiast
Well... my loyalty always prevailed
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
There was a time when I despised people like me
But secretly we're all alike
And even if I tend to speak badly about them
I know I'd do it all again
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now
I hate myself so much right now