Frozen Willow - Bad Habits (feat. Charlie Drowned) (feat. Charlie Drowned) Lyrics

(I've been tryna, I've been tryna grow)
I've been tryna grow, and find myself a flow
No one really know, what I've been through with the bros
I don't care about a ho', switch it up and let it go
Bitches grip 'em by the throat, listen up to what I wrote
Ay, my pills asking where I've been, I've been with my pen
Thinking 'bout the time I spent, high on heroin and meth
The ward is where I went, all this promaz got me sent
And all my money went into a bag of sediment, ah shit
Ay, sober makes me itch, I just wanna fix, mental state is going skitz
Young boy, jammin' suicide boys
When I come down, small things making me annoyed
I got paranoia, yeah I'm paranoid
Now pass me the joystick, I'm floyd
I give out them hits, but I take em and enjoy it, yeah
Keeping bad habits, I've been keeping at it
Past 2 years i've been going addict
Stick it on my tongue, now my mind's lappin'
Had 4 homies die, but I'm still trappin'
Seeing patterns, turn my mind to grey matter
Ain't it fascinating how my mind keeps creating situations
Where I'm gone and ain't f*cking relapsing
But I guess that's how it happens, f*cking with them bath salts
Got my mind looping, paranoid, I'm losing it
Committed to hallucinogens, I've been down I'm losing friends
F*cking up until my death, drowning, feel like Charlie D
These g's they keep on calling me, no cappin'
I've been capping with my eyes, rolling back
And you ain't never seen a motherf*cker [?]