Fresh Min.D - S.I.S. Lyrics

Come let me tell you a story
One that no one else will tell you bout you
There were two paths laid befor me
One lead to hiddin and one lead to you
The truth is i dont think youll love me
Cuzz all of the scars that i have from my past
My whisdom your a more pure me
Some of the evil inside me still last
Sometimes i look back and think
Tryin my hardest dont call on my shrink
Breakin some things in my anger
Darling dont hate ya
Just hate the way that i think
Praying over the skelotons i keep
Praying they do not learn how to speak
Thinking i may be in trubble
So i cant stumble
Or share the secrets i keep

You were a surprise i tell you
We did not expect to even have you
But you are the very best prospect
Of all of the good that we both have its true
But dont think it falls on your shoulders
It not your job to fallow our dreams
We just want the very best for you
Once you are a parent youll know what we mean
One day youll worry like this
Fixing my tie going off to my shift
Gotta mke all of that bread
Untill im dead
Or till i excape from all this
9 to 5 never brings in enough dough
Yeah i hate this jb but shit i still go
Gotta make sure you stay fited
Like all the women
Or firends you know

I know I'm not around most times
That wasn't how I planed to have my family
But let the world tell you these lies
You have no idea what you mean to me
Me and your mom see the best in you
There's nothing special that you have to do
Daddy he loves you that fact remains true
One day I sware to God I Will show you
I don't know what all you heard
Or all this pain you think that I deserve
I'm trying to show you I love you
And I think of you
Show you in more then just words
One day I may show out of the blue
Showering gifts round the world I got you
Then I'll never leave again
A new book begins
And that I'm praying for you