This is the realization
Staring into the void
Holding onto this world of falsities
Ideals I thought I knew
The darkest parts of my heart
My reality is broken around me
Theres a shadow starring back at me
Senescent reflections that keep
Me wishing for a different time
Watch me lose my f*cking mind
This dishonesty that lies beneath
Now I here your voice in my dreams
Inhale
Inhale
And now nightmares breathe
I never should have let this false belief come into being
You ripped apart my life without me ever seeing
Please let this karmic debt strike me down
This is the realization
Staring into the void
Holding onto this world of falsities
Ideas I thought I knew
Grasping onto the past
Closer and closer into the black
Your words linger around me
Eyes deceive
I believe theres nothing left
Watch me bleed
And realize that I have nothing left
Watch me bleed
And stare in awe at the beauty of my death
I was born into a world that didn't want me here
Spit on and broken my demons have spoken and now all I hear is the void
Lost without direction
Hell is where I lay
Im sinking Im falling
The voices are calling
My mind starts to rot and decay
Decay
Decay
Decay
I swore to myself I wouldn't end up this way