I wrote a letter, you don't have to read it
It's so full of my hopes and my dreams but
Mostly just my tears and my feelings
From when you cut me open for no f*cking reason
Ran through the streets I was weeping and bleeding
I hope I'm not a nuisance to you
You think I understand the things that you do
That you can brush it off with a laugh and a sigh
When you say "f*ck my friends, I'm going off with some guy"
It could be me and you adore the others
You trade your secrets underneath the warm covers
My indecisive mind bested me
Submissive bitches on a dominant spree
Oh please learn how to speak
Your screams, they hold no meaning to me
It's been a while now since you've been feeling better
You dried your eyes on the sleeves of my sweater
Shed a new skin, pulled yourself together
Then fell apart with the change of weather
I think I could kill you right now
Take my shovel put you in the ground
Just stop already with the back and forth
I left my soul at your front door
I've had enough of these lazy days
Walking 'round the city while the music plays
Meet you later at the secret place
Then cancel right before no need for turn of phrase
I hate the girls who hurt my feelings
I hate the ones who spend all their time reading
I hate the girls who are normal and okay
The ones who hang out on the snowy days
Been dreaming big for sixteen hours
Went to the park and I looked at the flowers
Looked at the ducks and the grass and the sky
Well, it all left me mystified
Read some books about the people
Who they are and if they're stable
The answer's no if you bothered to ask
That's why their hands all reach for their flasks
I hate pants and I also hate dresses
I hate being so sad and pathetic
I also hate going to school
Well, I hate the world filled with all its fools
Ripped stockings and large pants pockets
Wasted nights spent all alone talking
To myself in my dreams with the ceiling fan on
That's when my teddy bear knew I went wrong
I hate the girls who go to parties
I hate the ones who want to get married
I hate the girls who never go crazy
The ones who say that they are not lazy