Standing where I hoped that I would be|Breathing in the air of victory |Livin' in a world not what it seems|Nothin's ever enough|Gonna bottle it up|Gonna bottle it up||The farther that I go it's all the same|Choking on confusion from the game|A watercolor painting in the rain|All the edges are rough|I'm gonna bottle it up|I'm gonna bottle it up||(chorus)|And now I finally made it|And I found I think I hate it|Spun around, seasick in Venice|And I feel like I've been drownin' in a dream||I've been runnin' full speed through the fire|Tryin' to chase the shadow of desire|Burnin' everyone who helped me higher|But enough is enough|I'm gonna bottle it up|I'm gonna bottle it up ||(repeat chorus)||