Self Reflection Video (MV)

Just listen to me
And I'll tell you
Im a bit out of my lead
Going against my creed
Thinking is this really me
Take a moment please
Evaluate what is she
Yeah
Alright
Stop breaking hearts
It was the moment but you took it to far
Never been in the dark
For too long
Look its got this far
Know I know I'm wrong
Maybe it was the start
If I tell the truth you'll be gone
Gods plan,
Maybe it was my part
A promise
A bond
You look just like your mom
I promised I'd do no harm
Screaming on the phone I go off
What the f*ck have I done
I scream out my lungs
No where to run
Come my demons come
No angles to save me from
This plunge
Yeah
Consider to get hung
As the phone is
As it rung
My head clearly
I hear my mom
You are your father's child
What he did was so foul
Have kids and just go wild
Don't give a f*ck if he stay for awhile
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
F*ck
But
Alright
Alright
He gone
He wrong
You strong baby
He gone
For so long
I know it's been bothering you lately
You saw me as he beat my face baby
I know mom I screamed why daddy
He didn't give f*ck
So you raised me
I know child our past is crazy
He didn't always hate me
So consider who you love baby
Take your time and be patient baby
Love that women to death baby
This is the women that raised me
But learn from it
Don't run from it
Treat your girl good baby
I know I know
If told you
What I've done
Would I still feel so numb
No I didn't throw no punches
I would never raise my hands to any women
I'd kill anyone who touches anyone precious to me
Yeah,
I just want to feel free
I just want to leave
This life shit is getting to me
No hand outs
Im to prideful for any pan outs
I work for my money but my bands out
My conscious heavy wanna scream out
No one give a f*ck about me and my drought
Yeah
And they say
You a man you shouldn't give out
You a f*cken man stand proud
You can f*cken do it just don't be shy now
F*ck you,
You don't know my past
I don't want your pity
But here take my f*cken mask
Because I'll drink this here 40 real fast
And let me drown