I look at my life
And rearrange
I prefer my life from the view of the range
Today i numb the pain
I just live for today
Cause tomorrow ain't promised anyway
I been livin in the past
Cause i'm scared of the future
I don't really think this shit is gonna last
What I leave behind
That's my legacy the rest of me
The legend i set out to be
The way you will remember me
Uh
I been tryna find the wine to pair with cyanide
Life is scary and my demons know my hiding places
I been tryna find a way to make me feel alive
And i'm tired, i ain't sleeping til i f*cking die
Nose clean but my lungs collecting
All the smoke in the air, and it's been infecting
My life and my closet, cuz i know you smell it
I smoke blunts back to back like its lethal weapon
I got a penthouse mind way i'm
Thought collecting
I make you feel how i feel like i'm
Thought injecting
I really contemplated
Before I hopped on the mic
Should I knock you with it?
Just f*cking bop you with it
Knock your socks of the block like
Ah, you get it
Lately I don't even gotta finish my sentence
I got a 9 to 5
25 to life
I got diamonds on my watch cuz my time is precious
I keep my money on my mind like i'm thought investing
I don't ever plan shit, i'd rather keep you guessing
But you should be scared of the words i'm spitting
My saliva venom
My flow is raw like denim
Put that 9 to mind and retreat to heaven
I'm on that mic, in your ear like delicatessen
And every day is a blessing, and i know that
But lately i been feeling less blessed, and i hate that