OCD Video (MV)

Life is giving me way too much pressure
Hate and anger sometimes have no measure
I'm really f*cking tired of your bullshit
Everything would be easier if I just quit
Ripping every single hair off my head
I really wanna stay all day in my bed
It's so hard when there's no supervision
Cause I always make the wrong decision
Sometimes I want to start drinking again
OCD is killing me
Anxiety don't let me see
Creating problems that don't really exist
Can't stop staring at the sun
Trying to find good reasons to go on
She dug her fingernails into my wrists
Into my wrists
Kind of miss you, but you have no damn clue
Say I love you, but I kind of hate you
I'm really lonely and I need a real friend
Burned all the stupid flowers that you sent
OCD is killing me
Anxiety don't let me see
Creating problems that don't really exist
Can't stop staring at the sun
Trying to find good reasons to go on
She dug her fingernails into my wrists
Into my wrists
I wonder sometimes
Why the hell I'm still alive
Hopeless, Loveless
But I know I gotta strive
Can't stand the pain
And the clicking in my ear
And faith is the only thing that can kill fear