Filing like cabinets like nails
Alphabetical in my mind
There's Background radiation
There's constant conflagration
There's self humiliation
Turning Earth like amber
Turning cities into sea
Laying up at night wishing I could leave
Capricious digestion inward and out
Forever observing without learning the outcome
Finding peace cannot compete
With crooked lines and self defeat
A vivid exit now just a lonely retreat
My understanding incomplete
Recycle the words once spent before
What rhymes with glued to the floor
Something like "tired and bored."
Are you tired? I know I'm bored
Can't get away
Do you think you can stay
Bile duct screaming the songs about leaving
Every word that I said - wrong again
Lungs mistake words for truth
Every thought overdone - breathing strained
Guts will turn in their grave
Dig them up. Burn them down. Eat away
Don't believe
Every bone is gonna break with every increasing ache
Just get on your feet and start to move