(...I knew all along)
So stupid
Right when I thought that I knew it
Life proves again that I'm foolish
Right face wrong time
Wanna hit your line
But I stop myself and lie (lie)
Sayin then that you loved me
Your countenance was once bubbly
Just a memory pourin' up champagne
Wanna let this pain go
I've, I've gotten stuck in so many ways
I, I, I broke my heart tryna hide the shame
Guess I'll hide away
Trying to live in the moment
But you got my thoughts hyper focused
Baby I kept it real, you were joking
Don't open this can of worms
Taking turns
I got burned
So I'm smoking 'til it hurts
(...somewhere deep!)
Deep in my heart where she makes her advances
Muse to my art always gave second chances
She'll always deserve, and I'll never learn
A gift and a curse with her words
Pull me into a daze where she takes me
It's foolish of me to complain
And now she's away from the game she made
And now I'm ashamed cause I played it
I've, I've gotten stuck in so many ways
I, I, I broke my heart tryna hide the shame
Guess I'll hide away
Trying to live in the moment
But you got my thoughts hyper focused
Baby I kept it real, you were joking
Don't open this can of worms
Taking turns
I got burned
So I'm smoking 'til it hurts
Reaching out
Pleasing the crowd of one
I'll never know who I am
'Til I drift like a leaf from our tree
Falling slowly
Death in rebirth
Planting my worth in the earth