It's late again but I'm on my way
I know you wander why is it you stay
Met up with the boys for a couple of beers
Now its one of those nights you end up in tears
I'm everything you want but I'm not
Always who I wanna be
Can you take this as my apology
I'm in trouble again cause I took it too far
I'm tryin really hard not to live too hard
Tossin and turnin alone with my thoughts
I wish I could tuck em away in a box
I just need to get them out of my head
It's gettin really hard just to get outta bed
I'm everything you want but I'm not
Always who I wanna be
Can you take this as my apology
I'm in trouble again cause I took it too far
I'm tryin really hard not to live too hard
The deeds that I've done and the things I have said
I'm afraid they'll haunt me till the day I am dead
So I drink not to think I'll take a rain check on shame
My line in the sand it disappears when it rains
I'm everything you want but I'm not
Always who I wanna be
Do you understand that this man he ain't really me
I'm in trouble again cause he took it too far
I'm tryin really hard not to live too hard