i miss the laundry in my closet Video (MV)

Let them know that I landed in the city
My body slowly thinning
I let them know you care
I can't always be there

I can't remember
The last time I cooked dinner
With you
Did I burn it
Or Was the money just not worth it

But Was it worth it
To throw me out so easy
Please baby slow ur breathing
You blow up like a bomb
Your running like the faucet
I miss my cats and mom
And the laundry in my closet

I promise when I'm home
Ill pick her up from school
And follow all the rules
And maybe I'll start reading
And working on my singing

I think for me it
Gets harder when I'm thinking
That's why ive found my meaning
In musics steady beating
And a future filled with bleeding

Can I ever stay in love
Did I this from my parents
Two homes on Halloween
Just Means More gifts under the trees

I hope that
My sister knows I love her
I hate I was so mean
I'm tryna make up for it
And love her as she's growing

Now I'm just speaking
Most of my lyrics have no meaning
I'm scared that what I asked for
Not what I really want
Answering to people
Who never knew me before
I can make them money
So pickup your f*cking phone
Market all your talent
Keep a steady balance
Of washed up humility
And seeming like your happy

It makes me really mad
The current state of music
And the views that keep me moving
But who am I fooling
I did this to myself
And I won't stop
TIL I can buy my mom a house