Four in the Morning - Lavender Lyrics

We've lavender lying in a little patch of grass you call a garden
It's the only flower you care for these days anyway
And I'm slowly losing my marbles, banging broken round my brain
The rain is dancing down the drain
I think we'll stay inside today

All I ever want to be is the name you mutter in the dark
When you're half asleep
All I ever want to be is the name you mutter in the dark
When you're half asleep

You were painting pictures in the future of your forehead
Clicking your fingers and locking me out again
I wish you'd break some plates
Or regret everything you've ever said to me
Instead you're sitting with the light down
With your head buried in the couch

All I ever want to be is the name you mutter in the dark
When you're half asleep
All I ever want to be is the name you mutter in the dark
When you're half asleep

You were standing in the rain
With your umbrella and your stubborn luck
You asked "Are we grown ups now?
Is that how we woke up?
Are we living in the upside down?
Is that why everything feels f*cked?"
Come inside and let me darling
And let me be whatever warms your hands at the bottom of your cup

Would you love me if I tousled my hair in just the right way?
Would you love me if I cam home at the right time yesterday?
Would you love me if I didn't live a thousand miles away?
Would you love me if I wasn't a clumsy f*cker with a weird brain?

All I ever want to be is the name you mutter in the dark
When you're half asleep