Found in December - passing by Lyrics

F*ck it, let's get straight to the point
Have you ever felt alone?
All alone in a crowded room
Have you ever took a blade and put it to your wrist?
All the while, your Mother sits in the other room?
Have you ever took too much?
Wish you hadn't woken up?
Did you ever fail once?
But tried again, just to prove?
Prove to who?
And who are you to tell me what I can't do?
Did you ever think about?
Or maybe think a little too much?
My eyes are left wide open in my sleep
I got demons on my ceiling, taunting me

I thought, just for once I could do something right
I thought, if I try, but life keeps passing by
Ooohh
And I tried
I thought, just for once I could do something right
I thought, if I try, but life keeps passing by
I couldn't even take my own life
And I tried

On and on
On and on
On and on
On and on it goes
On and on

Life goes on and I can't keep up
I try my hardest to care
But I don't give a f*ck
I know it looks like I do
But I've been deceiving you
I wear a mask
To keep what's killing me hidden inside
I have no pride
I am not there
And I do not care
I am not there
And I do not care

I thought, just for once I could do something right
I thought, if I try, but life keeps passing by
Ooohh
And I tried
I thought, just for once I could do something right
I thought, if I try, but life keeps passing by
I couldn't even take my own life
And I tried
And I tried