Found in December - Hold My Breath Lyrics

Can't hold my breath, knowing that it's never ending
Can't hold my breath, I'm drowning at the surface
All alone, what you looking for?
What you looking for?
I've held my breath for way too f*cking long now
I've grown so tired of all the highs and comedowns
All alone, what you wishing for?
What you wishing for?
I held my breath through it all
I think I found the surface
But as I reach for air, I get pulled straight down
Back to where I started
Back down with my father
I'd stare him in the eyes
And say "you're not no father"
How could you do this to us?
It's because of you
That I feel this way, I f*cking hate myself
I don't want no son, I don't want no daughter
Change my last name, f*ck your last name
I hope you're proud of this shit, 'cause you won't ever see me again
See me again, again
Can't hold my breath, knowing that it's never ending
Can't hold my breath, I'm drowning at the surface
All alone, what you looking for?
What you looking for?
I've held my breath for way too f*cking long now
I've grown so tired of all the highs and comedowns
All alone, what you wishing for?
What you wishing for?
Hold my breath, but I'm at the surface
Hold my breath and it makes you nervous
Hold my breath, now I feel I'm worthless
Hold my breath, hold my breath