Bending over backwards
Just to see the sunrise
Won't wake up in the morning
'Cause I woke up high last night
Mentally disappeared
All my absences, questioning
Am I really here? Really here?
Am I really here?
Is that my name I hear you calling?
Turned my phone off, please don't bother me
I'm lost so please don't follow
I'm lost, not found
Breathe in all the smoke
So high, stay afloat
"Better off without me" I say
"Better off without me" I say
Better off without me
You won't have to worry
You don't have to say you're sorry
'Cause I know
Yeah I know, I'm the one to blame
I'm a letdown, again and again
I f*cked up again
Two little mishaps, you don't have to know me
I'll be here, all by my lonely
Bending over backwards
Just to see the sunrise
Won't wake up in the morning
'Cause I woke up high last night
Mentally disappeared
All my absences, questioning
Am I really here? Really here?
Am I really here?
I'm lost, not found
I'm lost, not found
Bending over backwards
Just to see the sunrise
Won't wake up in the morning
'Cause I woke up high last night
Mentally disappeared
All my absences, questioning
Am I really here? Really here?
Am I really here?