I'm truly angry with who I am right now bitch
I should motherf*ckin' eat a knuckle sandwich
I used to be an awesome person
Friends with everyone 'fore they turned to serpents
Eclectic verses eclectic vision
Everything I did I was tryna win but now I've given up
I'm a shell of the man I used to be
But lettin' people down shit ain't nothin new to me
Mid two years all I did was quit shit
Because Simms had given me a super sick opportunity
I pave the way like a guinea pig
For all the kids coming up who's a lil' too smart for that west shit
But I miss it
I hate to say I done lost my child hood
Tryna stay good and pavin' a way so
Maybe we can all make it out the hood
That'd be my happiest day
Sear both sides of me like a steak
Don't leave nothin rare or pink
I wanna be cooked thoroughly
My apathy is growin' and it's sad to see
But ion care what happens to me
This ain't a song for you to feel bad for me
It's not like I been through some great tragedy
This just an instant where I can elaborate
On things instead of hoping on my phone and have to text which I hate
I hate to say I done lost my child hood
Tryna stay good and pavin' a way so
Maybe we can all make it out the hood
That'd be my happiest day
Fundamental attribution error
Judging the person without the situation
For a while I lived in mental terror
Fear I was hated for up and vacating
The place where
Dreams are created but never crushed
I'm being honest y'all ask to much
Livin' in the present y'all are f*cked
The school that y'all love has become your worst crutch like a crab bucket
Dragging each other down I hate to see it but I love it
Watchin old acquaintances complain about how Foster f*ckin made it
But I just sit and laugh because they never listen to what I'm sayin
So let me say it again
Put down your phone put down the drugs
Draw a mental image of what you wanna become
Plan out the steps and follow each one
So when we're older I'll let you stop by and say, "Foster wassup"
Wassup Baby!