Forty Mill & CloveBeatz & Bennessy Beats - Pages Lyrics

I'm scrolling through the pages
I know it's bad for me
In Quebec it neiges
But I be spitting heat
My baby crossing fingers
She be needing me
We're talkin' like we're strangers
Like it ain't been a week
I been causing mass destruction with my bad decisions
Say I'm not dependant, seconds later I'm in the tension
Portraying rappers, man, that's not the way I'm tryna live it
Got too many youngins looking, tryna follow footsteps
Lil broski see my fighting so he cry at night
All these other rappers dissing on my private life
Wanna give my girl some freedom from the blurry fights
I been stressing day and night, hoping she alright
Rest in Peace Poppa Jim, I know you wish me well
I'm using lyrics as a secret way to show and tell
If you dissin' on me thinking that I won't prevail
Imma close my eyes so people think I'm reading braille
I'm scrolling through the pages
I know it's bad for me
In Quebec it neiges
But I be spitting heat
My baby crossing fingers
She be needing me
We're talkin' like we're strangers
Like it ain't been a week
It's a never ending climb, I'm going up the hill
Got these feelings over me, I can't sit still
Clovis on the beat, he finna let the bass kill
And I be rapping clean, you know that I'm the man still
I spent my life out here looking for a deeper purpose
It's the ones who getting close who really try and hurt us
I been working part-time just to pay insurance
And a little bit of money for some beer and goodies
For some beer and goodies
Yea, ay, ou
I'm scrolling through the pages
I know it's bad for me
In Quebec it neiges
But I be spitting heat
My baby crossing fingers
She be needing me
We're talkin' like we're strangers
Like it ain't been a week