Forsythia - Nimbus Lyrics

Constantly stressing about the things I could never change
Cursing the calm as the clouds roll in
I feel the gloom overtake
Standing in the mess I've made
Soaking up the rain

If the fog were to dissipate would it mean anything at all?
I'm seeking out the storm that will tear me apart
From the inside out
I find myself worn down

And I've lost myself but maybe that's what it takes to turn my back on the man I used to be

The days were slowly swallowing me
Letting the gloom overtake
Living in the mess I've made
No regard
Any substance to make me feel alive

When sleep becomes the only reprieve from the life that you're losing
The mind expands, change is accepted
Through the regrets that slip through our hands
Through the regrets that slipped through your hands

Or you can drown in a shallow doubt
Thinking only of yourself
Keeping your head down
Eyes on the ground

Looking only at your feet
Not at the ones hurt by your disease
A cowards gaze
Hits me in waves

If the fog were to dissipate, would it mean anything?
(Anything)

I'm seeking out the storm that will tear apart
And I find myself worn down

Change is accepted through the regrets that slipped through my hands
And I've lost myself, but I guess that's what it takes to turn my back on who I don't want to be