Even when I'm by myself
I abuse all help
Fallen from hell
Blood vessels burst by tension
The suspension of weight and waiting
I don't feel happiness anymore
Decayed straight from the core
Even in my dreams
I wish I could scream
Faces of the dead haunt me
Death feeds on what's left in me
You can't scream for help
When you're trapped in hell
The sky has now become the ground
Heavens have found the hell I dig for
Like a starving stomach
I'm hungry for hurt
Tears feel like acid on my cheek
Knees bleeding from pleading
"Rotten Mind" carved on my bones
Even in my dreams, I can't feel pain
Even in my dreams, I still cannot grieve
A cliff I formed and fell down
How ever will I climb back from this?
A trench of death, it feels like bliss
"Rotten Mind" carved on my bones
Blood drenched sheets
This is my home
Even in my dreams, my head feels so heavy
Even in my dreams, suicide seems so tempting
Dear death
These deaf dreams are a sign
I am ready