Forrest Gumpshun - Agua Lyrics

If its dope fiend hours then you know im on some dumb shit
Whole world in front of me but I don't even want it
Chose to be this way and I aint changing it for nothing
You never really make it if it isn't what you wanted
Ol' Forrest Gumpshun gettin way too f*ckin blunted
From the moment that I wake up til Im too f*cked up to function
Some things I do seem dangerous cause it isn't what you f*ck with
Don't ever think the drugs are why my pockets under budget
Created this from nothing
Got a face made for radio
Don't know where im going but I came a long way from home
Been a lot of places and met people that you hate to know
For reasons I can't say because the weight association holds
Tryin harder than f*ck to get by
Don't get me started, lifes hard
I do drugs that are harder than mine
I don't know what is harder to find
A sense of belief or the weed man when im tryna get high
Doin alright, but that could change at the drop of a dime
Aware of my limits but yet I often keep crossing the line
I swear my intentions are harmless
But the harder I try the farther I find that regardless im impartial to time
A lot on my mind
Havent slept a lot recently
Prolly ought stop before these thoughts begin to eat at me
Or I fall to pieces cause I feel like im defeated and its weakening
When things aint what they really seem, and all I really need is sleep
Seems to me that I have no idea what the f*ck to think about how
I don't have a f*cking clue to what the f*ck I Need
Free to be anything I feel in which I need to be
So ima be the puppeteer and pull on every f*ckin string
Believe half of what you see but none of what you hear
I over think every little thing until its crystal clear that
Everything I don't believe is part of what I seem to fear
I keep my heart upon my sleep and keep my head between my ears
All my years tryna hold my shit together
I've been mixing up my drugs and my business with my pleasure
Trying catch a f*ckin buzz and hope to god that shit gets better, but it doesn't
And in the end it ends up being never
So I hope for the best, think for the positive
Dope fiend, so if you ask im three or four days off the shit
Hope that its the honest truth but can't make any promises
Then agin, I don't think I even know what honest is