This ain't easy to say
It's even harder to do (yeah)
To tell you the truth
This is long overdue
And I ain't really rapping
I'm just talking it through
Feels like I'm talking in circles
When I'm talking to you
It's true, all your anxiety depriving me
All your bad choices had 5-0 grabbing me
All the paranoia thinking you defied gravity
You knew I knew better still you never would confide in me, why, (why)
I know it's strange to start this off with goodbye
Better now than never nothing beats a fail but a try (oh no)
I woke up this morning contemplating, thinking of having this conversation
I didn't know how you'd take it (look)
See obviously I can be whatever I wanna be (whatever I wanna be)
But why waste a lifetime trying to be a wanna-be (no time to waste)
So I had to go and figure out what I was gonna-be (I got it now)
Then put my all in like the laundry, yeah, (oh yeah)
Your own homie tried to block you like goalie time (like it's goalie time)
Then they'll hang you out to dry like a clothes line (man what)
And even though getting millis really is a goal of mine (goal of mine yeah)
I know that everything that glitters really ain't a gold mine (it ain't gold no)
But it took time for me to see that
As long as I was with you, I couldn't see that (I was blinded)
To attached to the problem, couldn't see past (it was me)
So I had to fall back, like a relapse, oh
The only way you know love hurt is to love first
The only way you know love works cause love hurts (real talk)
They say it never costs a thing well I should be reimbursed (let me get that)
If I only get a quarterback then I'm Jalen Hurst (yeah)
Vocalizing:
I know I said last time was the last time (the last time)
Well this time is the last time (the last time)
This time I'm cutting my ties
So it's time that we said our goodbyes
I'm throwing caution to the wind
I'm still lost if I'm in sin (if I'm in sin)
I've took righteousness within
The price is costing me to win