State of My Mind Video (MV)

This is the state of my mind

The state of my mind
Is kind of hard for me to find
I brood things and here it comes, the pain
My mood swings and it's driving me insane
I just want to rest
So I sleep the day away
Just to wake up more depressed, my life's a mess
I'm truly blessed but I can't best
This boulder on my chest

I think I want to die
At least I don't want to live
With these broken mental pathways making everything so big
I'm about to give up
On everything in this world just so I can breathe again
Just so I can breathe again

The state of my mind
Is like a child left behind
A fiend with many lines who broke his soul too many times
His heart's gone blind
She says
I'll respect you when
You're better than what I see, I need a better man
Will I ever then
She says

I think I want to die
At least I don't want to live
With these broken mental pathways making everything so big
I'm about to give up
On everything in this world just so I can breathe again
Just so I can breathe again

I said I'm sorry baby girl, and I know that it's the worst
But Dada's got to go 'cause I can't shake the way it hurts
I said I'm sorry baby girl, and I know that it's the worst
But Dada's got to go 'cause I can't shake the way it hurts
Just know that all the stars above and everything that's in the world is what you're worth
Just know that all the stars above and everything that's in the world is what you're worth

Before I go, I'm sorry for, sorry for all of my ways
This time for sure, I'm sorry for, sorry for all of this pain
Before I go, I'm sorry for, sorry for all of my ways
This time for sure, I'm sorry for, sorry for all of this pain

Before I go, I'm sorry for, sorry for all of my ways
This time for sure, I'm sorry for, sorry for all of this pain
Before I go, before I go