Everyday I want to see
That I'm keeping my ability
To dig inside of me
Keep my heart beats over all insanity
Denying all my f*cking tragedies
Denying all the f*cking ways
You try to say I never stay
Never deal with all the f*cking mess I make
You say I'm fake and that I only want to prove I ain't
Swinging at me all my shit see how I handle that
I'm taking nothing back
Everyday I want to see
That I'm keeping my ability
To dig inside of me
Keep my heart beats over all insanity
Denying all my f*cking tragedies
And I'm afraid
Maybe you׳ll never let me understand
Rely on me to f*ck it up because you know I can
You want me standing in your way so you can leave again
Everyday I want to see
That I'm keeping my ability
To dig inside of me
Keep my heart beats over all insanity
Denying all my f*cking tragedies