I Trust Video (MV)

Should I keep chasing the lie?
Act like I should be surprised
That those I keep close, really despise
And really want me to fall to my demise
Maybe it's not that it's personal
Maybe It's a device, they use cause they cannot be I
Lord forgive em for thinking they greater thine
They must be losing they mind
Now they thinking I'm back on my grind
But truth be told I never left pine
Just bidding my time, Just snorting this dope
Lame it down for you Been writing this lines
Providing the backing for all of these rhymes
Making these beats Stir it and heat
Chef add the seasoning, Say what you know
About cumin, paprika and thyme
And speaking of spices
See most of these cooks be throwing salt
Talk like them bars homemade
When we all know them bad boys store bought
Says there's famine on the streets
Some these suckas claiming drought
See em getting chunky off these beats
All that pussy you gone drown
Like the most interesting man
Stay thirsty my friends
Just a reminder are you keeping it real
Ef what your said
Best in the biz
How many racks you drop for that deal
Numbers don't lie unless we talking inflation
How many views did you get for the paper?
Followers on twitter, have you seem like a winner
But they all braxton-hix, really be faking
To me it's just Nathan
Cause its all for the taking,
Truth be told it be too much handle
Just learning my way
Give me my space something like Marilyn
Where's is my mind at Back to the surface
I feel that it's worth it
Deceit without fame Like hustle no purpose
Quiet I'm working All these haters be lurking
I am the convergence Behind close curtains
Creeping around Making em nervous
Grabbing they purses Been killing this shit
Since before a youngan was working at Mervyns

All this hating in these streets
Got no time to shuck or jive
Why be lying on these beats
Just don't sit right with my mind

So I can't keep living the lie
Living the lie
Can't keep living the lie

Back on my grind, no looking behind
Just bidding my time, been freeing my mind
Dealing with life, can't live through it twice
So decisions I make
Of sound body and mind
Replacing these problems
With positive vibes
See monsters in mirrors
The faces I hide
Cause how I appear
Be not intentions
Failing is easy, But all's on the line
When you living this wreck less
The damage you do, No fix you neglect it
Seldom respected
And being yourself
Losing to trends just for acceptance
So I pump up the bass
Then I pump on the breaks
And I do what it takes
And I Don't fall for the chase

All this hating in these streets
Got no time to shuck or jive
Why be lying on these beats
Just don't sit right with my mind

So I can't keep living the lie
Living the lie
Can't keep living the lie