Fluoros - Afterthought Lyrics

I don't care if you talk down on me
It just shows that you love me
It just shows that you love me
Won't you show me that you love me?
Won't you show me that you love me?
Throw me out to the bottom of the sea where I'm supposed to be
Messing up everything that's meant for me
F*cking off what I thought was my destiny
Like it was never really there to begin with
Like it was never even something to mention
Just an afterthought in the back of my head
It'll stay there forever until the day that I'm dead
And after all that I saw I'd really rather be dead
There's no point to all of this, I said to my friend
There's only so much I can bare but I'll wait till the end
Only so much I can say when it's already been said
All these stupid thoughts are gonna stay in my head
I don't care if you talk down on me
It just shows that you love me
It just shows that you love me
Won't you show me that you love me?
Can't you show me that you love me?
Won't you show me that you love me?
Drugs became your comfort, I know
Life became a joke, I know
If these topics make you uncomfortable I'll go
You can stay, for awhile
I can tell when it's awkward, the conversation starts to turn slow
There'll be a day in the future when we look back at our lives and we say
What a mistake
Never a day that passes by, I don't look up in the mirror and I say
What a disgrace
And I won't let the pain do me in tonight, maybe tomorrow
There's always two sides
And whichever side I'm on seems to feel as bad as the other side
Wish she gave me more time to make things right