First you run a dagger through my chest
Then you twist it around twice as bad
Who the hell do you think you are
I am only trying to put up my best
But somehow you always win
I feel so lost
Don't know who I am anymore
Searching for a hand to get me up
But I can only grab for claws
So many wolves
I feel like I'm in a freakshow
But this is not just an illusion
In desperate need for love and hate
I am trying to find a way to survive this life
How do you do it
How do you cope
I got to know now cause I'm already at the gate
And I will fall
Deep, deep down
I feel so lost
Don't know who I am anymore
Searching for a hand to get me up
But I can only grab for claws
So many wolves
I Feel like I'm in a freakshow
But this is not just an illusion
Somehow I'm always the one to blame
I'm a mess, well, that's for sure
But trying to keep the pieces together only seems to make it worse
I'm glued together
Pick one piece away and I will tremble to the floor
I feel so lost
Don't know who I am anymore
Searching for a hand to get me up
But I can only grab for claws
So many wolves
I Feel like I'm in a freakshow
But this is not just an illusion