Flow - Lila (feat. Nero) Lyrics

Woke up feeling like the world is against me
Like the people that I trust will betray me
Like they waiting for me with a knife to stab me
Like they wanna see me dead and celebrate that
Like they thirsty for my blood, they wanna drink it
Even women that I love man, I do not trust them
My brother is telling me I need to keep on smiling
My inner-self is telling me people ain't shit
People laugh at you for attempting to better your life
I was going through the most and no one gave a dammn about me
I was going through depression and no one gave a dammn about me
I was starving there alone, I was dying there alone

Why you telling me I should not do it?
You see many before me have gone through it
You said men don't cry, that I should smile
Well, I can't hold it inside no more

Why you telling me I should not do it?
You see many before me have gone through it
You said men don't cry, that I should smile
Well, I can't hold it inside no more

Ngizolila
Coz i can't keep it inside
Ngizolila
I'm really broken inside
Ngizolila
I gotta let it all out
You said men don't cry, that I should smile
Well, I can't hold it inside no more

I'm sorry, Nondumiso Bhengu I pushed you away
I was scared uzongjudger nawe but anyways
I'll forever be grateful for ever meeting you
And to ULebogang Khoza, uyaz mnganam sisonke
Four years of greatness namajita sisonke
Abo Wisdom abo Brenden bes'phusha sonke
One day day ngfuna s'dibane sishaye ibraai
And hopefully this time angekhe s'shaya amafake wemali
People laugh at you for attempting to better your life
I was going through the most and no one gave a dammn about me
I was going through depression and no one gave a damn about me
I was at the Makhanda struggling and no one cared about me
Got a lot of problems in my life that I'm facing
You will find me with my beer in the land of over-thinking
Chilling with anxiety, depression and regrets
And a 24 pack of Heineken next to me

Why you telling me I should not do it?
You see many before me have gone through it
You said men don't cry, that I should smile
Well, I can't hold it inside no more

Why you telling me I should not do it?
You see many before me have gone through it
You said men don't cry, that I should smile
Well, I can't hold it inside no more

Ngizolila
Coz i can't keep it inside
Ngizolila
I'm really broken inside
Ngizolila
I gotta let it all out
You said men don't cry, that I should smile
Well, I can't hold it inside no more