I remember when I first seen you
It was a day that was pretty sunny
The weather was comfortable
I doubt you even noticed me
Still
The day was as sweet as it could be, living unrealistically, daydreaming like a Pisces
I could remember that exact outfit you had when you walked past me
It's like a video in a moving picture frame, the images keep repeating, it never left me
And now, you're just a memory
The pain I felt when you happened to me, was it an error on my side or
Is this just something I got to accept
You wasn't for me, but you can't be for someone else
Reality won't set it for me, but
I'm still happy
That's a weird flex
And even though I'll never see you again
I still wonder how you're doing
I wrote this as if you might put me in your ears and take the moment to finally listen
To me
I didn't have too much words back then, but now, I don't even wanna speak, it's toxic
And I don't want that for me
Because no words can ever be good enough for the pain you caused me, then you left
As if I didn't give you all of me
You didn't try to work it out and that confused me
You didn't speak up your emotions, but showed up to my doorstep unannounced,
That did not woo me
It was in fact messy, as if you was gonna catch me in an act, but you were the only
One acting
It was your show, I was just watching like everyone else, in laughter because the joke
Was on me, when you was f*cking someone else
Everyone knew, except me, that's when I became the joke, to everyone
But you love me
But you love me
This can't be love, because that shit hurt, and you didn't help to ease the pain, you
Just kept trying to f*ck someone else
It hurt even more trying to ignore you
I won't settle for that type of disrespect or
That emotion neglect
Yeah, that was the most respectful way to put that