Florence The Poet - Change Lyrics

I've changed and I'm happy about that the things I thought I would never let go
Seem to breeze through one ear and right out the other It's peaceful on all former regrets
They said it takes time to heal wounds
It's more like memories that emotion
Kept attached to me
Sometimes my subconscious does that
To remember at a moment years from now
To understand what you felt at that moment
Years ago from now It's like conversation
In scenes you aren't even in
Living rent-free in brain space
I'm still trying to figure out how to get rid of that
Now that that emotion is settled I understand
Because I catch a glimpse
Of what you might have thought of me
When I was the only one in love
This wasn't gonna work
You pushed and pushed
Was it because you never broke up with somebody
So I did it for you
And now I'm the villain in your story
The criticism is that
This dude never got over it F*ck no this shit hurt me
It's wiser to understand Than to never sit at ease with former regrets
This could've been a mess
Welp
I'm finding comfort in each person I touch
Realigning with what's best
I'm glad I'm changing
Feel like my mind is always going No sleep no rest
Just pray and manifest what's best
There's no rest for the mind
That always wonders what's next
The heart beating in my chest
The fire that burns with inspiration
See it in every way I step
The city or the forest
Both got me thinking concepts
The world around me in fire without the literal sense
It's better to keep active
The goal is to see a professional jersey on my chest
Focus on the next step
Dish it out but I could take the fire that hits back
Staying to the closest thing as blessed
Just bringing the checks
My own integrity gonna keep me in check
Beyond your imagination my brain can't fully comprehend
The magnitude that God has blessed
Who knew me and God
Would make the best secret keepers
That's deep no easy catch