Dysmorphia Video (MV)

I'm never ever good enough
Yeah
They say my body is a temple
Well it's nothing to me
But a crumbling structure of impurity
Trapped in this vicious cycle of loathing and shame
When I see myself
I am not the same
Day after day night after night
A war within no end in sight
Look in the mirror as it fades to black
Too far gone, no turning back
Bottle in hand to drown the pain
Toxic veins i'm not the same
So f*cking worthless
Bathed in shame
Try to wash it off
But still I'm stained

If I stopped breathing
Would anyone miss me?
If i was falling
Would anyone catch me?
If my mind stopped spinning
Would I feel less missing?
My mind is a prison
Open the incision!

Agony I am plagued
It's torturous but self-made
I'm medicated life instigated
Losing control I just can't take it
Grit my teeth I feel so broken
These are my words that won't be spoken

If I stopped breathing
Would anyone miss me
If i was falling
Would anyone catch me
If my mind stopped spinning
Would I feel less missing
My mind is a prison
Open the incision

I'm so sick
I'm dying
I'm so lost
I'm crying
So broken
So hopeless
Please
Please f*cking help me