I snap out from the sleep
That I'm livin in
Crushing weight grinds my soul
Into Gelatin
Get back, step back
Tryna take my life back
All this and that
Shit drives me off track
I gotta keep it together
Up in my head and I
Just gotta learn to love the weather
And the grey skies
Because it aint gonna get no better
No one can get it
Ah just f*ck it
Forget it
Upon the altar where I lost myself before
I found a better place
Inside the shelter of this heaven that I saw
There was no human race
You see
I breathe out disease
Spit ice that'll freeze
I think it's time
I get to know myself a little more
Inside and out
I'll spill myself out on the floor
So I can see what makes up me
And what makes me tick
And what makes me scream
It seems that I can never get things right
You're either out of reach
Or I'm out of sight
And I'm sorry I converse
In metaphors and rhymes
But if It makes it any better
I try spit them on time
And you're lucky
Laid back with your apathy and bliss
While you bask in your gluttony
And don't give a shit
But there's kids like us
That are cursed with a gift
Enigmatic passion
Lay back, take a hit
Close your eyes
Upon the altar where I lost myself before
I found a better place
Inside the shelter of this heaven that I saw
There was no human race
I went looking for something new to believe
And found the ones like me
I cut the stitches forcing my spirits eyes closed
Allowing me to see
Many try but can't open their eyes
Their brains work but their souls are blind
It must be tough when you're cold inside
No passion or fire, they don't live but survive
And I was once just like them
No thought of the stanzas end
Only focusing on my shit
All I learnt was that it's not worth it
You see
Upon the altar where I lost myself before
I found a better place
Inside the shelter of this heaven that I saw
There was no human race
I went looking for something new to believe
And found the ones like me
I cut the stitches forcing my spirits eyes closed
Allowing me to see