It all started with a right swipe, Tinder nights
Notification said a match and I got f*ckin hype
Opened it up to see your face a smile with such delight
Thinkin about a way to make a move and be polite
We textin back and forth im feelin that you're into me
No idea about the stress that soon awaited me
You made me feel special starting off initially
Reminders looking at the painting that you made for me
I was in the Boro, you were still in chatt
Conflict of interest had you waiting until I got back
Text me every morning saying you would go to bat
For me im thinking is this love or is it just a trap
Im hangin with the boys, sayin they can't wait to meet you
In my mind I felt the same but I was anxious too
A new addition to the fam a member of the crew
You had me in my feels while im listening to Views
Now im back in town, nervous bout the first date
The spark that started seemed to disappear and fade away
Went out to eat but there's a feeling I just couldn't shake
Even showed you to the fam, mom said you were great
In conclusion you and I were never getting better
Giving you the cold shoulder it was sweater weather
I put our story in this song as a love letter
Falling for me was a mistake wonder why love let her
A new semester as im starting off my senior year
Contemplating what I want to do with my career
Class is starting and im confident without a fear
Look across the room I see you suddenly appear
Blonde-haired German girl, i thought you were cute
I had to make a move, our class aint have a lot of dudes
Your vibes were similar to mine and that was no dispute
I had to get you in my arms, that was absolute
I asked you out to coffee praying that you say yes
When you accepted felt my heart skip inside my chest
You wore Adidas while you talked about Oktoberfest
Its kinda funny cause all day i dreamt about sex
The time had come where we were f*ckin everything was grand
But keeping you as mine just wasn't something in the plan
One night you sat in bed and told me that this had to end
Said you were catching feels and had a man in the fatherland
The last time i met you you were chillin up in knox
A free spirit, seemingly that was a paradox
You had some demons locked away inside a mental box
Unbeknownst to us what happened next a f*ckin shock
Your life had ended prematurely cause of death your own
I swear to God my friends and I were shaken to the bone
But now you get to sleep forever, now you going home
A chapter laid to rest, roses on your tombstone