I remember being 5 in my room, Lego blocks and a PlayStation
Never thought of growing up or having altercations
I was in my own world, things were animated
Lookin' at the simple things in life in admiration
Back when you caught the street light to come home
Back when you paid for minutes on ya trackphone
Back when me and the homies always used to roam
Back then we were the bad boys Sean Combs
I was worry-free, didn't trip about a trend
Doin' me, gave a f*ck about a girlfriend
Spring days wishin' recess didn't have to end
White Oak Elementary the school that I attend-ed
Thanking God, woke me up alive
Had that car wreck, I could've died
Ladies love it every time me and the crew arrive
Homie I been kissin' white girls since 2005
A flower boy, cause I'm somewhere out in left field
Gotta watch for snakes so I keep my eyes peeled
Plus I got the rifle ready and its unconcealed
I'm poppin off in the meadow that's a springfield
Killin' shit countin' the paper with the boys
They got the stacks, I got the axe
We can't relax, we hunt in packs
Fitz, Fred, L0B0 3 Dimensions call us imax
My momma said son, you were 10 days late
February 4th should've been your birth date
Finding out the news, wonder why I had to wait
Born on a day of love, never one to hate
Had me thinkin to myself, this was God's plan
Watch my self throughout the years become a different man
Tryna get this bread, tryna bake a 100 grand
Without the kids, not until i reach the fatherland
Huh, im in the early 20's but I haven't heard a roar
Pray for peace, wish we never had to go to war
A lot going for me but I gotta have more
LA parties with the crew, watch the henny pour
The life im trying to have is one that doesn't come easy
A kid that's living out his dreams so im never sleepy
Achieving goals, now I'm always gettin checks weekly
Beginning of the end, this is Pseudo-Chaos Theory