Fitting Graves - Crying Game Lyrics

From the dizzying heights that we fall, we fall
And the tired solemnity twists in us all
You can choose to forgive me or not
But you'll crush me rescinding the feelings you wrought

I see a notation, tells me how you feel
Lacking explanation, feels somehow more real

Crying in my head now
My ghost is on your bed "how's it feel to be alive"
Like a memory survives
And i couldn't make sense of your shape
In the memory
As the darkness took hold of my eyes
You cried (Only in a dream)

The absence you left in my bed
And the sadness you left took the shape of my head
My heart is now broken in
And the garden we tended left marks on my skin

(This crying game's much too hard)
This crying game's much too hard
For the tears you make flow
Burn a hole in my heart
This crying game's much too hard
For the tears you make flow burn a hole in my heart

(You can chose forgiveness or not
But you'll crush the memories of us)
(You know that you are the only one)
(And i couldn't make sense of your size
Such beauty in darkness wrapped up in a lie)

To suffer the loss of a friend
Memories make rot of the feelings within
To suffer the loss of a friend
Memories make rot of the feelings within