I never thought things would be easy
I didn't think they'd be this f-ing difficult
Everyday there's a boy
He's looking at me in the mirror
Begging me to throw in the towel
And try again
But I'm not gonna listen
I don't understand
Everyday there's a girl
She's telling me to stay
Stay here with her
But I know exactly what I need
I need to leave
I need to be free
Because if I lose somehow I'll win
And all of my problems and troubles begin again